Thursday, September 08, 2005
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I need to change.. no, i MUST CHANGE. Physically and emotionally.
Physically?!? does that mean i need to sweat off some calories? (kaya ko ba yun?) and i need to wake up early in the morn to jog? (what?!) i'll go for the diet stuffs muna.. haha! ( i think i can't do this. Lalo na type ng course ko which is about not sleeping while drafting.)pero my hair was already cut and i think i'm loosing some pounds because of stress and hilo dahil sa lintek na pagkakauntog ko sa shuttle na yan! *yeeooucch*
Emotionally. yah, yah, cry baby pa rin ako. I still cry over small problems. i cry whenever i'm on a bad mood and someone messed with me. I cry when i encounter problem with my band and lastly, I still cry over bad results of exam and nothing doing about it. so i must change right? i must change to girl who never cries with tiny holes of problems.
I also need a change for my heart. besides, there are millions of cute guys out there.(specially this candy september issue! buy now!) You all know what i mean right?! haha!
Friends, please understand me cause i'm trying to change to a better person. i'm trying to change to be stronger, independent and intelligent (huwaat?!) being. (ngiyaakk. hehe =p)
P.S while im writing this stuff, im having an emotional problem. so bear with me. haha!
[I take one step.. away and i find myself coming back, to you.. my one and only, one and only YOU]
I need to change.. no, i MUST CHANGE. Physically and emotionally.
Physically?!? does that mean i need to sweat off some calories? (kaya ko ba yun?) and i need to wake up early in the morn to jog? (what?!) i'll go for the diet stuffs muna.. haha! ( i think i can't do this. Lalo na type ng course ko which is about not sleeping while drafting.)pero my hair was already cut and i think i'm loosing some pounds because of stress and hilo dahil sa lintek na pagkakauntog ko sa shuttle na yan! *yeeooucch*
Emotionally. yah, yah, cry baby pa rin ako. I still cry over small problems. i cry whenever i'm on a bad mood and someone messed with me. I cry when i encounter problem with my band and lastly, I still cry over bad results of exam and nothing doing about it. so i must change right? i must change to girl who never cries with tiny holes of problems.
I also need a change for my heart. besides, there are millions of cute guys out there.(specially this candy september issue! buy now!) You all know what i mean right?! haha!
Friends, please understand me cause i'm trying to change to a better person. i'm trying to change to be stronger, independent and intelligent (huwaat?!) being. (ngiyaakk. hehe =p)
P.S while im writing this stuff, im having an emotional problem. so bear with me. haha!
[I take one step.. away and i find myself coming back, to you.. my one and only, one and only YOU]